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Feb. 8th, 2006 | 06:53 pm
mood: crushed crushed
music: Young Bleed (Bourbans & Lac's)

Well it has been some time again since the last time i wrote and too much is going on right now to even want to think about all the bullshit im going through at the current moment. So instead of being pissed off and writeing about a bunch of angry feelings im going to try and think about all the good positive things that are going on right now, even tho im not really sure there are any good things going on in my life right now except for at the end of the month i get 1 really great present that will be around for the rest of my life and will always no matter what happens will make me smile even when things are at there worst. I cant wait for the day much longer till i can meet my daughter, i already love her so much and i havent even met her yet and already she is the most specialest and important person in my life. So i guess im really not in the mood to talk anymore so im going to bed....being pregnant wears me out im kinda tyred of being TYRED all the time.


                              Kelly J

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Dec. 12th, 2005 | 07:49 pm
mood: depressed depressed
music: X-Mas Tunes

Well i said i would write again, so here i am so soon. Today has been really rough... it doesnt really seem like anything ever gets better for me, it always just goes downhill and gets worse. Today was the end of something that was (i thought) going to beautifull for the rest of my life...boy did i make a huge mistake like always! I always seem to have terrible luck in that area, but i have learnd a very valuble lesson this time... *There All The Same* and "They All Talk The Same Bullshit"

on that note i feel better a tiny bit now...only time can heal these wounds.

<3 im out.

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It's Been A While....

Dec. 11th, 2005 | 09:42 pm
mood: excited excited
music: Kenny Chesney's new CD

Well it has been sometime now since the last time I wrote, and so many things have happend since the last time i wrote (which was sevral months ago)

So we'll start with...Hmm OH YEA, I'm Pregnant, 28 weeks today (woohoo)  it's a girl she will be here in between February 26th and March 2nd. Im so excited and i cant wait to meet my daughter when she gets here. Yes i do have a name picked out and her name is going to be Kassidy Mei which means Clever and Great (cool) i know!!! I picked Kassidy because it's a Irish name just like mine and i think it is really just beautifull and Mei is Chinese, i was going to use May but it is so common and i want my daughter to have a Beautifull name that stands out among the rest and just with the different spelling i think i have accomplished that. So besides all that good stuff my mom deployed on Sept. 24 and is currently stationed in FT. Dix, NJ and will fly over seas to Iraq some time within January (boohoo) i miss her tons already and all the time wish she was home to help me with all these stresses of the world, (BTW) she will not be home when Kassidy Mei is born (too sad) i hate it so much, i calculated up the months and my daughter will be around 10 maybe going on 11 months old by the time my mom returns home for good and gets to meet her. On another note Seth had a little BOY last week!!! i cant wait to meet him i can only imagine he looks just as handsom as his daddy does <3

Well on this darn'd Holiday crap im through as of last wednesday... i spent a little over $1000.00 on presents for my family and feel so relieved and proud of how well i did on my very first Christmas, i am really just so blessed to have such wonderfull people around me at a time like this, and i  am ultamitly proud of my mother for doing the things she is doing right now to make sure me and my little brother have the most happiest of holidays and that we have ALWAYS got smiles on our faces. I owe so much to my mom i dont know how i will ever ever be able to re-pay her for all that she has done for me in the past,  my mother IS the definition behind the meanings Strong, Couragous, Loyal, Faithful, Honest, Proud, Dependable and Trust Worthy, and with all that rolled in to one you then have my Mom* the most greatest woman i have ever known and whom i look up to in so many ways and i am so proud to be able to say she will hopefully rub some of that off onto my daughter because my little girl has got one AWSOME, KICK ASS Grandma!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Well im tyred and its getting kinda late so im off to bed but i will TRY to update more often to let everyone (who reads) know how my pregnancy is going and how my mommy is doin.


   Kelly Jane

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Jun. 7th, 2005 | 06:23 pm
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: TK 101

June 7, 2005

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WOW a whole lot of info crap...

Jun. 3rd, 2005 | 12:38 am
mood: Wired & Restless, soon SLEEPY! Wired & Restless, soon SLEEPY!
music: no music... THE T.V. is on some paid programming crap!!!

Screw it im bored so im finna try and try and do this up...
ok here it goes yall,

LAYER ONE: On The Outside
- Name: Kelly
- Nickname: Lil'Bit
- Birth date: March 27 1986
- Birthplace: Fort Knox, Kentucky
- Current Location: Alabama
- Eye Color: Hazel
- Hair Color: Dark blonde
- Height: 5'1 (OR) depending on what shoes i wear 5'2
- Righty or Lefty: Lefty
- Zodiac Sign: Aries

LAYER TWO: On The Inside
- Your heritage: Don't Know
- The shoes you wore today: My converse shoes
- Who you look like: my mom
- Your weakness: sour cnady and shoes
- Your fears: Being stranded or getting a flat tire in Mobile!
- Your perfect pizza: HAS to be "LOADED" with cheese
- Goal you'd like to achieve: To be happily married and in TRUE LOVE before i hit {30} HAHAHA

LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
- Your most overused phrase on AIM: I dont have AIM but i do use Yahoo so my mo so my most overly used word is how retarded! haha
- Your thoughts first waking up:(SARCASIM)Another "wonderfull" day at the Waffle House
- Your best psyical feature: My eyes [period JUST and ONLY my eyes]
- Your bedtime: i really aint got one but i do try to crash around 10pm usually
- Your most missed memory: most missed memory...hmm imma re-phrase that..
*Your one most missed THING: SARA RAMSEY

- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
- McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
- Single or group dates: single
- Adidas or Nike: adidas
- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

- Smoke: yes
- Cuss: Yes, but lately i have been doing a good job on cutting back on swearing.
- Sing: ONLY around my VERY good friends who dont laFF at my terrible singing...
- Have a crush: Yup (actually) i got currently 2 im still tryin to figure out whose better Justin or Drew
- Think you've been in love: See it says "THINK" so i guess yea a long time ago i *THOUGHT* i was.
- Like high school: I dropped out in 9th grade but i recently got my "High School Diploma" in 2005 in which i am so very much proud of!!!
- Want to get married: Sometime in the future being as like in my mid- or late 20's i guess :)
- Believe in yourself: most of the time
- Get motion sickness: not really
- Think you're attractive: NO! but ocasionaly people tell me i am pretty,
- Think your a health Freak:
- Get along with your parents: Its just my mom, and i love her to PIECES!!! we get along GREAT!
- Like thunderstorms: i like the rain and distant lightning, but nope I HATE some friggen thunder!
- Play an instrument: Like so many years ago in 6th through 8th grade i WAS a band geek and played the clarinet! HAHA yea i was a total out n out nerd "I aint afraid to tell anyone that HAHA"

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
- Drank alcohol: yup and actually i did, hmm today is the 3rd so it was like 4 days ago i got pretty trashed at a friends house, i needed that alcohol in my system very bad thO. lol
- Smoked: smoked what? hehehe
- Done a drug: yes
- Gone to the mall: hmm nope i dont think so im not big on crowds of tonz of people!
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no but i did eat a whole bucket of mint choco- chip ice cream in one sitting like 2 nights ago when i got off work...(had a bad day at work so i went out bought it-got home and ate the whole thing by myself)
- Eaten sushi: I've tryed it, and i really didnt like it AT ALL!!
- Been on stage: the last time i was on a stage was for my christmas recital<--(not spelled right?) in like 7th grade.
- Gone skating: well, i think it would have heen like 3 years ago at the time it WAS* the cool kid chill spot at the Skating Rink in Foley, AL... HAHAHA
- Gone skinny dipping: in the past month sorry nope, but the last time i did was July 4th 2004 with SLR and JWB "you 2 know who you are" HAHAHA
- Dyed your hair: yesterday (i wonder if this counts) my boss lady helped me streak my hair with a red and black permenent marker, my hair FRIGGEN ROX!!! i <3 it soooo much, its going to be a sad day tomorrow when i gotta wash it out. :(
- Stolen anything: Yes from "Burkes Outlet" i stole a shirt, and from uhh darn i cant remember the name of the place, but it was at the Tanger Outlet Mall in Foley and it really wasnt all that bad it was just a little Monkey key chain that was hooked on some pants and i didnt want the pants so i just jacked the lil bitty key chain! OK!!!!

- Played a game that required removal of clothing: How I learned to play cards for the first time.."Strip Poker" With Jeff Swartz, and Like Sara AKA h3art_br0k3n said in her journal, which most people DO "SADLY" not know about the great game only known as SEX!
- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: several times at which im happy to admitt im not proud of "MOST" of those several times that i was totally wasted. :)
- Been caught "doing something": sorta recently, it was about 3 weeks ago b4 me and my B/F broke up, we was "YA KNOW" and he has this really cool appt. with a huge pool table in it and wouldnt you know it ALL his friends just happen to walk in on us and say "OH sorry we just wanted to play some pool" riiiiight!
- Been called a tease: yes, and actually i was called a tease at work yesterday 6/2/05 HAHAHA
- Gotten beaten up: yes, i have been in 4 fights ever and 2 I won "WOOOO" 1 i got my ass kicked, and the 4th one was my last fight and i say it was not really one i like to remember but it was kinda like a uhh hmm a uhh crap i dunno the word... it was that we both just stopped, i guess thats some way of putting it, "I think" Sara you the smart one babe, help me out with this part LOL... (TO BE CONTINUED)

LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
- Age you hoping to be married: Around 26 maybe 27 or 28 maybe 29 but thats pushin it...
- Numbers and Names of Children: 1-a girl-named Harmony Lee or Samantha Jo<--Sammy Jo / for short.
- Describe your dream wedding: A pretty white dress with a little bit of ruffely stuff, nothing to extravagant, vanilla cream candels EVERYWHERE!!! not a whole lot of people (you know automatically the BEST FRIEND "DUH" SARA my maid of honor! and uhh close friends and well really i WOULDNT invite much of my family/relatives HAHA, But most definetly my most favorite part of the STILL and always WILL BE "FAMILY" The Ramseys, Smiths and The Moodys<--from them mainly just my sis and the babies! lol Michael would have to be considerd....LOL
- How do you want to die: Asleep, haveing a great dream about how blessed i am for haveing had a wonderfull to the maximum fullest life!
- What do you want to be when you grow up: well i am 19 now which here in AL and other places im sure is considered and adult (i can buy my own smokes now WOO) but anyways, i feel as if i did become an ADULT at age 16 going on 17 while my mom was gone for the year to Kuwait/Iraq I had NO choice but to become an adult,and so i supported my little brother for that year :) But really i consider "Grown Up" like 20-21, but thats just my opinion, and oh yea sorry i keep rambling off so much lol maybe its a good thing and besides I AM UPDATEING YALL SO BE *HAPPY* DARN IT!
- What country would you most like to visit: thats a tough one, hmm ok it'd be either Germany or Australia i suppose, i like being in the USA but just not in Alabama, LOL. I would love to travel to several other places such as... London, Paris, Egypt, France(is that the same as Paris???) and a few States here in the USA too.

LAYER NINE: In a partner
- Best eye color: That dont really matter to me, i mean i aint gunna lie.."LOOKS do have a small part in it" but i aint really worried about if their super hott, as long as they are HONEST and have a "GREAT" PERSONALITY! i will be happy with who ever comes along next and actually likes me for ME and not just my goods! LOL :o)
- Hair color: well i guess if i really worried about this stuff, i would say: Dark colored like brown/brunette/dark brown...i really dunno HAHA ok on to the next RETARDED question...
- Short or long hair: OK this one is a must, DEFINETLY "SHORT"
- Height: Eye level is ok "sometimes" BUT usually Taller or just SLIGHTLY taller than me.
- weight: Not really into Obesity<--(not sure if spelled right OH WELL) But he cant be no Twig either! kinda in the middle (aint gotta be built, but has to have some* meat on them bones!)
- Best articles of clothing: well i would have to say...pants, im totally an ass person so YEA Jeans, Kahkis and Shorts GOTTA MUST BE lookin good, cant be all old and reallllllly worn lookin, unless they are like work clothes or something...and uhh im all about some Boxers! They MUST be sexy/cute/fun/ and they BETTER BE CLEAN!! "NO SICK SKID MARKS!" and "NO NASTY PEE STAINS!" Oh yea and the most important one..."NO JIZZ STAINS!" from previous ACTS with other FEMALES...WE CAN ALWAYS TELL THE DIFFERENCE!!!!HAHAHAHA

LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
- Number of people I could trust with my life: "3" People:My Mom, My Best Friend/Cousin Sara Ramsey ("YES YOU") h3art_br0k3n, and my Sister Jamie <3 LOADS OF LOVE TO ALL YOU THREE!!
- Number of CDs that I own: like 23, well really 25 but i let an old friend borrow 2 of my newest* burnt CD's "I DOUBT I WILL EVER SEE THEM AGAIN" >:( oh well i'll just make them again...AND NOT EVER* let anyone i used to be on bad terms with borrow my stuff, DARN I NEED TO STOP BEING SO FRIGGEN NICE TO EVERYONE!!!!!!
- Number of piercings: 9 all together, 3 on my ears which makes 6, and my cartlidge once on my left side, and the my left eye brow, also my nose, use to be my tounge too but i took it out in THE "D" (HOW SAD!) But sometime this summer 2005 I DOOO PLAN ON getting it done again!!! :) =] ;o}

~*OK then thats it, im all done, im finally finished...and it "ONLY" took me like (3) FRIGGEN hours, because i messed up like 4 or 5 times, (I stopped counting after the 3rd time that i accidently hit BACK and erased everything, and it angered me a lil bit for the fact that when i pushed FORWARD it was all gone EVERY SINGLE TIME I made an oops and tryed to hit back (EVERY) single time again after that,like a dumb A** I KEPT HITTING BACK!!! So then i finally got this darned thing finished and so im just gunna type here for a min. Since I havent in quite sometime..."I know - I know"
So how has life been treating you sweetie? I MISS talking to you i wish i had more time in the day so we could talk more often, I MISS being ABLE to walk up stairs and talk to you FACE TO FACE "WHENEVER I FELT LIKE IT" ~*ME*~---> (CRYS for a moment, brb....) OK im back and i just got done talking to my mom about how much i miss you and how badly I WISHED you could FIND SOME WAY* to get you LITTLE BOOTY down here IN THIS SUMMER WOULD BE AWSOME, EVEN 2 MONTHS or like just a MONTH OR EVEN 2 (WEEKS) WOULD SURFICE ME JUST FINE :) :) :)!!!! But you know! I LOVE YOU SARIE!!! And i will be able to shortly afterwards get over it *IF* you can not *SADLY* (*CRYS AGAIN*) NOT make it down here, i will forgive you when you BEG FOR FORGIVNESS!!! ~*MUUHHAHAHAHAHAHA*~ But HOPEFULLY you "WONT" have to call me up one day to beg in my purrty lil ear and say: SARA=OH KELLY MY ^*BESTEST NUMBA 1*^ FRIEND, the bestest one over ALL OF THE OTHER GAZILLIONS of friends... i have TERRIBLE news, i cannot make it to ALABAMA this summer for some (GOD AWFUL, MONEY TYPE, JERRY IS A BUTT!!! sorta REASON: Key Words were: MONEY & JERRY (HEHEHE) and then i say.... KELLY=CRY CRY CRY .... ok Sara my darlin, i understand and your begging was AWSOME!!! YOU ARE NOW GRANTED FORGIVENESS in ....
SECONDS,<---(That many seconds!) =)



SO just for your INFO. YOU REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY need* to try to come down for like atleast a month or 2 or just a week or 2 PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TRY!!!! And if I have* TO TALK TO THE JERK AKA THE ASS (sometimes)
or AKA THE BIG OL' BUTT HEAD TOO YOU KNOWN AS YUPPPPPPPPP THATS RIIIIIIIIIIIGHT ~*JERRY*~ BUT IF I MUST communicate with him to make him understand how much it means to me for you to come down...THEN FUCK <---oops... SCRIBBLE SCRIBBLE__----___--_--<--- you like my scribbles to cover up that naughty word^^^^^^^^ LOL
THEN FRIG I WILL CALL HIM [A.S.A.P] To let him know just how much it REALLY does mean to me for me to be able to see you once more... Before yall go and get hitched and move far far,FARTHER, FURTHER, REALLY FAR AWAY from *ME* AND then i will not see you again untill im like 21 22 23 or EVEN....."24 or 25" SUCH ALONG TIME to wait... it will seem like forever that i will be waiting on your return :SOMEDAY,ONEDAY,MAYBE SOON!:) or atleast i "HOPE".

ok well it is 4:19am now and im a little tyred, so ....

you know the drill...


THE 1 AND ONLY---> (*)Kelly Jane(*)

PS. CALL ME "Sometime this weekend" I'm Off Fri. Sat. and Sun. and good possibility of Monday tooo :) so YOU BETTER TRY A LITTLE BIT TO MAKE AN EFFORT of being away from Jerry for like ATLEAST an hour!!! So we can catch up on allllllllll of the the good the bad and the BEST STUFF we been missin out on without eachother!
ok then im out...and in the bed now, NIGHTY NIGHT ;) XOXOXOX (AGAIN)

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How long has it been???

Apr. 8th, 2005 | 10:27 pm
mood: exhausted exhausted
music: shinedown

Wow sorry it has been so long, but i have a little bit of time right now so i supose i will update real quick.
Not a whole lot happening, im going to Oregon around the end of May and will be back around June 17/18, im pretty excited!!! CANT WAIT MUCH LONGER!!!im ready to be there now, but i still need to save up money to have for spending cash while im there. Well im ready for bed, so good night.

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Drinkin time....

Feb. 10th, 2005 | 09:16 pm
mood: drunk drunk
music: Nirvana

Well im gettin smashed right now and...yea thats it. wish me luck on standing up on my own.

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Feb. 5th, 2005 | 11:20 am
mood: bored bored
music: TK101

Well my car is finally getting fixed, and i cant wait to go out and get a job. IM SOO EXCITED!!!!!!
I soo cant wait to just be able to drive again, it seem like forever since the last time i was behind the *wheel*
Anyways Valentines is comeing up and i wont have that *special* someone to share it with, but its weird it dont really even phase me or even bother me, my moms new truck is awsome, even tho i cant drive it (hahaha) it still kicks ass!!! i got some new pictures taken of me since my files were all deleted when i transfred some old stuff to my comp, i managed to find 3 of the few that were dleted from like my yahoo profile and my msn profile and from here, but i took loads of new ones with my moms digital camera. MARDI GRAS is on monday and tuesday me, my mom, my sister, my brother and my sweet neice and nephew are all going to see the parades on those day, (mom got the days off) WOOHOO well i guess thas it for now imma go start cleaning i just woke up and its like 11:28am and i went to bed at like 3am so im still pretty tyred but i got stuff to do before my mom gets home soo gotta go.

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What a most intersting day...

Jan. 30th, 2005 | 05:05 pm
mood: frustrated frustrated
music: none.

well yesterday was pretty cool i gotta go and surprise my sister at work and take her out to lunch, while waiting for her at work to go on her lunch break i found this AWSOME perfume called "Ralph" it smelled sooooooooooooo good i want it for my birthday so bad oh yeah she still works at Polo Ralph Lauren she has been there for like 3 years now (wow) i couldnt do that i worked there for 1 day and couldnt take there snobby ass stuck up attitudes, but she likes it and get alot of great dicounts so maybe she is like secretly one of them when she is there, i dunno hahaha oh well anyways we went to eat at Waffle House in Foley and i was so surprised when we walked in, i felt like i was home in some ODD way i saw Gary, ms Dar, Shua, Green, Izzy, Donald, everyone was there i was so happy to see everyone it was great we all talked while i ate but i didnt care if my face was full hahaha, sometimes i miss haveing a life and sometimes i wonder what it even feels like to have a real life anymore i have almost forgotten what it feels like to go and hang out with friends (real friends) i wonder what that feels like too, i mean to have freinds that i can see everyday that i can HANG out with and see face to face everyday i want to, oh well i guess that dont matter, my life will soon be completely dedicated to 1 person and 1 house that i will have to give all my resonsibility and full attention too which means no (life) no going to hang out no haveing fun anymore (as if thats not already happening like that) but then again i am already used to it and i know what it feels like to have noone there to watch out for me and now it is happening again in just a few months. On my own all alone.

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i thought this was to cute....

Jan. 26th, 2005 | 11:59 am

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